♥Thursday, June 23, 2005
Hurt.This four letter word starting with a H can't really describe what I'm feeling right now. I feel as if my heart is being squeezed and I'm going out of breath anytime. I can't breathe very well literally right now. I really hate it when I tried so hard to control my tears and it just fails everytime. It makes me seem as if I'm a helpless girl that is crying for attention. I hate the notion that when I'm feeling upset and hurt, you are feeling that too. But you could have jolly-well explain to me so that I won't feel that bad and in turn, I won't keep my silence which I understand is hurting you. I hate myself when I hurt you. Believe me. Sometimes when I cry, I don't even cry for myself. It's you that I'm crying for cos I understand that I've hurt you badly. When I say that I'm sorry, I really do mean it. Or else, I won't even say it at all. I just hope that you can give me sometime to breathe and not treating me like a small, naive girl. Please. Can we stop hurting each other?Listening to: tian tang - guang liangMood: Hurt
please smile for me, baby
