Finally, I'm back again.
After long tedious weeks of Apple Integrated Project and Location Video Production editing stuff, I finally got my time off to relax again.
Well, not really unless I finish Media & Society Exam on 28th Feb.
Today's Marketing test was bad man. My 20 marks was gone and was quite stupidly gone.
TOOLS. Why did I actually go and think until so complicated and gave him PR functions instead?? Oh man. Luckily, it's just 20%. BUT.. hope I won't flunk it. The last thing that I want to fail is Marketing man.. At least I already know that my GraphComm confirm pass, Web D.. should be alright, then lastly marketing to worry about.
Can you imagine?("Samsung") Just flunk one and you'll flunk all three. This system sucks lah. *praying everyday*
Okay, end of complaining.
I used to post this song on my blog before and I still loved it until now. It reminds me of him. It also shows how ironic people are. When you're hurt or feeling sad, you'll listen to sad and emo songs that reminds you of that person or event even more. Ironically, I feel good after doing that.
This song also reminds me of a little girl who loves stars in my class. haha. Although she may be mean and bad to me at times HURR(*joking), she's quite cute at TIMES lah. Actually, wanted to post this post long ago when saw her emo that day while listening to a song, but that time too hectic already.
That very day, 27th Jan 2006, she had indirectly led me to dig out all the memories that I have with him. Thus, I did things that every emo people will do. Run through every single photos and videos that I took with him, searching every nice little things that he had done for me. However, at the same time, feeling sad over how he would do all those things to another person. Fizzi said I'm a sadist, and I agree. haha. But I'm a sadist to myself as I like the feeling of liking him though it's hurting me at the same time.
Sometimes, I think I'm being too harsh to myself. I make it a point to remain as friends after every failed relationship(only 2 lah huh), but everytime after I say goodbye to him at the end of the day, I find myself so helpless.
However, all has ended when he turn himself away from me.
Therefore, this song I present to all of you. And to that little girl who deserves a better man.
Almost.Over.You. - Sheena Easton.
- If there's someone out there who will walk into my life, I hope that he won't ever walk out of it again. -
